Matthew 26:69

This last paragraph of the chapter gives us an account of the fall and rising of Peter, of his sin in denying Christ, and of his recovery by. speedy and severe repentance. Both must be considered distinctly.

First, As touching his sin and fall, there are four particulars observable, namely, the sin itself, the occasion of that sin, the reiteration and repetition of it, and the aggravating circumstances attending it.

Observe, 1. The sin itself, the denial of Christ, I know not the man;. manifest untruth: next he adds an oath to confirm that untruth; he swore that he knew not the man.

And, last of all, he wished an horrid curse and imprecation upon himself, that is, he wished himself excommunicated and cast out of the church, say some: he wished himself eternally separated from the presence of God, say others: he wished in effect that the devil might take him, if he were acquainted with Jesus. The inordinate love of life, and slavish fear of sufferings and death, may draw the best of men to commit the worst of sins.

Observe, 2. The occasions of this sin, and they were three: his following Christ afar off; his being in bad company, amongst Christ's enemies; and his presumptuouss confidence of his own strength and standing.

1. His following of Christ afar off. To follow Christ is the work of faith, and fruit of love; but to follow him afar off, was the effect of fear and frailty. Woe unto us, when. temptation comes, if we be far off from Christ's presence and assistance.

2. His being in wicked company among Christ's enemies.. Peter, thou hadst better have been a-cold by thyself alone, than sitting by. fire encompassed with the blasphemies of the wicked: where thy conscience, though not seared, was yet made hard. The way to escape prevailing temptations to sin is to shun such places, and to avoid such companions, as in all probability will invite and draw us into sin.

3. Confidence of his own strength and standing was another occasion of Peter's falling. Pride and presumptuous confidence have been ever the fore-runners and occasions of. fall.

O Lord! to presume upon ourselves is the ready way to provoke thee to leave us to ourselves: if ever we stand in the day of trial, it is the fear of falling must enable us to stand. Not only they who go forth in the strength of nature, but also they who go forth in the strength of inherent grace, may quickly fall from their own stedfastness.

Observe, 3. The reiteration and repetition of his sin. He denies him. first,. second, and. third time. He denies him first with. lie, then with an oath, and after all with an anathema and. curse.. how dangerous is it not to resist the first beginnings of sin! If we yield to one temptation, Satan will assault us with more and stronger. Peter proceeded from. bare denial, first to perjury, then to cursing and imprecation.

Observe, 4. The aggravating circumstances attending this sin of Peter, and they are these:

1. The character of the person thus falling:. disciple, an apostle,. chief apostle,. special favourite; who, with James and John, had the special honour to be with Christ upon mount Tabor; Peter, who had preached and prophesied in Christ's name, cast out devils, and wrought miracles by Christ's power, yet he denies him.

2.Consider the person whom he denies: his Master, his Saviour, and Redeemer; he that had washed Peter's feet but. little before; that eat the passover with Peter, and gave the sacrament to Peter; yet this kind and condescending Saviour was denied by Peter.

3. Consider before whom he denies him: in the company and presence of the chief priests, scribes, and elders, and their servants, who rejoiced at it, and were hardened by it; that one disciple should sell him for money, and another disciple deny him through fear.

4. Consider the time when he denied him; verily it was but. few hours after he had received the sacrament of the Lord's supper from Christ's own hand. How unreasonable then is their objection against coming to the Lord's table, because some that go to it dishonour Christ as soon as they come from it! Such examples must not discourage us from coming to the ordinance, but excite and increase our watchfulness after we have been there, to take heed that the future conduct of our lives be suited to the solemnity of. sacramental table.

5. Consider the smallness of his temptation to deny Christ;. damsel only put the question to him, Art thou not one of his disciples? If. band of armed soldiers had appeared to him, and affrighted him, had he been terrified by the high priest's threatenings, bound and led away to judgment, sentenced to an ignominious, painful death, some excuse might have been made for him: but to disown his relation to Christ at the question of. maid-servant that kept the door only, the smallness of the temptation was an aggravation of the crime! "Ah, Peter, how unlike thyself art thou at this time? Not. rock, but. reed;. pillar blown down by. woman's breath!. frail humanity, whose strength is weakness and infirmity!"

Observe here, That in most of the saints' falls recorded in scripture, either the first enticers, or the accidental occasions, were women. Thus in Adam's, Lot's, Samson's, David's Solomon's, and Peter's.. weak creature may be. strong tempter; nothing is too impotent or useless for the devil's service. It was. great aggravation of Peter's sin, that the voice of. maid,. doorkeeper only, should be stronger to overcome him than his faith in Jesus to sustain him. But what shall we say? Small things are sufficient to cast us down, if God doth not hold us up: we sink under any burden, if he sustain us not, and yield to every temptation, if he leave us to ourselves.. temptation, if he leave us to ourselves.. damsel shall then make. disciple shrink, and. doorkeeper is enough to drive an apostle before her. And immediately the cock crew. And Peter remembered the words of Jesus, which said unto him, Before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice. And he went out and wept bitterly.

Here we have an account of St. Peter's rising and recovery after his shameful fall, by. renewed act and exercise of repentance.

Where observe, The suddenness of his repentance, the means of his repentance, and the manner of it.

Observe, 1. The suddenness of his repentance: although his sin was great, yet his repentance was speedy and without delay.

From whence note, That sins committed by the surprisal of. sudden temptation, are much sooner repented of, than where the sin is presumptuous and deliberate sins; he continued. long time in them, and lived almost. twelve month without any solemn repentance of them. St. Peter's sin was hasty and sudden, under. violent passion of fear, contrary to his settled purpose and resolution of constancy; and he takes the warning of the second crowing of the cock, and goes forth to express his repentance.

Observe, 2. The means of his repentance, which was twofold. Less principal, the crowing of the cock; more principal, Christ's looking upon Peter, and Peter's remembering the words of Christ.

1. The less principal means of St. Peter's repentance, was the crowing of the cock: as the voice of the maid occasioned him to sin, so the voice of the cock occasioned him to repent.*

That God, who can work without means, doth sometimes work by weak and contemptible means, and when he pleases can open the mouth of. bird or beast for the for the conversion of. man. But why should our Saviour choose the crowing of. cock as. mean to bring St. Peter to repentance? There is ever some mystery in Christ's instruments; the cock was. preacher to call Peter to repentance, there being something of emblem between the cock and. preacher.. true minister must have the wings of. cock to rouse up himself from security, and to awaken others to. sense of their duty. He must have the watchfulness of. cock, to be ever ready to discover and forewarn danger. He must have the voice of. cock, to cry aloud and tell Israel of their sin, and terrify the roaring lion, and make him tremble. In. word, he must observe the hours of the cock, to crow at all seasons of the night, to preach in season and out of season the glad tidings of salvation.

But, 2. The more principal means of St. Peter's recovery, was, 1. Christ's looking upon Peter. Christ first looks upon Peter with an eye of mercy, grace, and pity, before Peter looks upon his sin in order to repentance.

Here take notice of the greatness of Christ's grace, of his wonderful love and mercy to his poor disciple. When our Saviour was upon his trial for his life,. time when our thoughts are wholly taken up about ourselves: even then did Christ find leisure to think upon Peter, remember to turn about, and give him. pitiful but piercing look;. look that melted his heart, and dissolved it into tears. We never begin to lament for sin, till we are first lamented by our Saviour. Jesus looked upon Peter. That is the first more principal means of Peter's repentance.

The second is, Peter's remembering the words of Christ, Before the cock crow twice thou shalt deny me thrice. This remembrance of Christ's words was an applicative and feeling remembrance of them. He remembered the prediction of Christ, and applies it sensibly to himself.

Teaching us, That the efficacy of Christ's word, in order to the bringing of. soul unto repentance, depends not upon the historical remembrance of it, but upon the close application of it to every man's conscience.. sanctified remembrance of Christ's words, and our own sins, is an excellent preparative to repentance.

Observe lastly, The manner of Peter's repentance: it was secret, he went out; it was sincere, he wept bitterly; it was lasting and abiding all the days of his life, and attended with an extraordinary zeal and forwardness for the service of Christ to the end of his life.

1. It was secret, he went out; Vere dolet, qui sine teste dolet. he sought. place of retirement where he might mourn in secret; he cannot well be thought to dissemble his grief, who chooses no other witness but the omnipresent God. Solitariness is most agreeable to an afflicted spirit; and as St. Peter's sorrow caused him to go forth, so might also his shame. Christ looked upon Peter, but how ashamed must Peter be to look upon Christ, considering that he so lately denied to have ever seen him!

2. His repentance was sincere, he wept bitterly; his grief was extraordinary, and his tears abundant. There is ever. weeping that follows sin; sin must cost the soul sorrow, either here or in hell; we must mourn awhile, or lament for ever. Doubtless, with Peter's tears there was joined hearty confession of sin to God, and smart reflections upon himself after this manner: "Lord, what have. done?. that did once acknowledge my master to be Christ the Son of the living God, have since denied him with oaths, curses, and imprecations.. that promised to lay down my life for his sake, have yet disowned and denied him at the voice of. damsel.. what unfaithfulness, what weakness, what wretchedness!. that my head were waters, and mine eyes. fountain of tears, that. might weep all my days for the fault of this one night!"

Blessed, indeed, are the tears of. converted revolter, and happy is the very misery of. mournful offender.

3. This holy man's repentance was lasting and abiding; he had. lively sense and remembrance of this sin upon his soul all his life. Ecclesiastical history reports, that ever after, when St. Peter heard the crowing of. cock, he fell upon his knees and mourned; others say, that he was wont to rise at midnight, and spend the time in penitent devotion between cock-crowing and day-light. And the Papists, who love to turn every thing into superstition, began that practice of setting. cock upon the top of towers, and steeples, and chimneys, to put the people in mind of this sin of Peter, and his repentance, by that signal.

Lastly, St. Peter's repentance was attended with an extraordinary zeal and forwardness for the service of Christ to the end of his life. He had an earnest love towards Christ, Thou that knowest all things, knowest that. love thee: and as an evidence of it, he fed Christ's sheep; for, in the Acts of the Apostles, we read of his extraordinary diligence to spread the gospel, and his travels in order thereunto are computed to be nine hundred and fifty miles: and the wisdom of God thought fit that this apostle should preach the gospel to the Jews, as St. Paul did to the Gentiles; that as he had joined with the Jews in denying and disowning Christ, so he should endeavour to persuade them to join with him in repentance, as he had joined with them in their sin. His sin was in some respect like theirs, therefore he is sent to preach the gospel to them, and his diligence therein is an undoubted proof and evidence of his repentance.

Have any of us fallen with Peter, though not with. formal abjuring, yet by. practical denying of him, let us go forth and weep with him; let us be more vigilant nd watchful over ourselves for the time to come: let us express more extraordinary love unto and zeal for Christ, more diligence in his service, and more concernedness for his honour and glory. This would be an happy improvement of this example. The Lord grant it may have that blessed effect. Amen.

*Reynolds on St. Peter's Fall.