Matthew 27:3

Here we have. sad relation of Judas's desperate death, after an hypocritical life, as also of the horror of his mind and conscience before his death.

Observe here, 1. The time when Judas repented; after it was too late. When he saw that he was condemned, he repented.

Observe, 2. The repentance itself, in the several parts and branches of it; he was sorrowful for the fact, he made confession of his sin, and made restitution for the wrong done. He repented, saying,. have sinned; and cast down the thirty pieces of silver.

Learn thence, that. wicked man, when conscience is thoroughly awakened, may make confession of his sin, express some sorrow for it, and endeavour also the making of some satisfaction and restitution for the wrong and injury done by it. They that mourn for sin as sin; they that mourn more for the intrinsic evil that is in sin, than for the penal or consequential evils that follow sin; they that confess sin voluntarily and freely, particularly, penitently, believingly, with an eye of sorrow upon their Saviour; they that make restitution as an act of obedience to the command of God, and as an act of justice and righteousness to their neighbour; such persons' repentance shall find acceptance with God.

Observe, 3. The answer and reply which the wicked high priests and elders make to despairing Judas.

1. They excuse themselves, What is that to us? It is natural to all sinners to shift sin from themselves, and to lay it at any door rather than their own. Those that have had. share in the pleasure and profit of sin, are yet very desirous to throw the odium and guilt of it upon others. What is that to us? say these monsters in sin.. wonderful stupidity! could they think it nothing to them to hire. man to betray innocent blood? Was not the money given, the price of blood, and the field they bought called the field of blood? yet do they impudently say, What is that to us?

2. As they excuse and acquit themselves, so they load and burden him; Look thou to that. Lord! What miserable comforters are companions in sin to one another, when distress and sorrow comes upon them. When sin comes to be questioned, in order to its being punished, every sinner is for shifting for himself, and leaves his fellow in the lurch. Let us then remember the words of the Holy Ghost, He that walketh with wise men shall be wise, but. companion of fools shall be destroyed.

How jolly soever sinners are together, when in the height of their lusts, they are but miserable comforters to one another upon. sick-bed, or under the lashes of an awakened conscience. But though they may avoid each other now, there is. time coming when it will be impossible; at the great day, the sinner shall see both his companions in sin, then here, the vilest of monsters.

Observe, 4. The sad and fatal end of Judas; He went forth and hanged himself. Horror and despair took hold upon him, and seized his conscience; which was so intolerable that he ran to the halter for. remedy.

Learn thence, 1. That conscience is. powerful, though invisible executioner; the wrath of man may be endured, but the wrath of God is insupportable, and the eruptions of conscience are irresistible.. how intolerable are those scourges that lash us in this tender and vital part! Judas, awakened with the horror of his fact, conscience begins to rouse, and the man is unable to bear up under the furious revenge of his own mind.

There is an active principle in men's breasts and bosoms, which seldom suffers daring sinners to pass in quiet to their graves. Guilt is naturally troublesome and uneasy; it disturbs the peace and serenity of the mind, and fills the soul with storms and thunder, both in life and death! How vainly did Judas hope to take sanctuary in. grave, and to meet with that ease in another world which he could not find in this. Thus ended this miserable man, Judas.

Behold! ye professors of religion, the terrible example of God's justice on. deceitful hypocrite. Behold!. disciple, and apostle, first. traitor, and then. self-murderer. Behold! Judas, once shining in the robes of. glorious profession, now shining in the flames of God's eternal wrath and vengeance.

Lord! how earnest ought we to be for thy preserving grace, when neither the presence, the miracles, the sermons, the sacraments of Christ, could preserve and secure. professor,. disciple, and apostle, from the fatal mischief of. ruinous apostasy. Let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall.